Please.

wrote this cryin one night for a fallen friend.

sleepless nights enhance the thoughts swirling in my head.
i think of you, cryin, layin in my bed.
all the things i woulda told you...shoulda told you.
saddest words in the world cloak me, compress me.
fillin me with regrets.
cuz all im left with is
tears, sadness, and pain...
...runnin down my cheeks...soakin into my pillow
...bout the pics i stare at
...ful realization that all i can hold on to are memories
unbearable......agony...
forces me to fake/pretend/front/lie
distracting myself from reality...
i dont believe your gone...
you're gonna _____ tomorrow
call me...
text me...
facebook me...
myspace me...
see me at safeway...
smile at me...
come back..........
tomorrow.
right?
What if I said please?
Would you say yes then?


...please...