Moral is.

ok....sooooooo recently....i've been like extraaaaa horny. ughh. like...feenin...itching...dreaming...wanting it....baaddd. last night/this morning i found myself contemplating about how i could get it...with who...who would do wat...for how long...when i would set it up....and how i could do this before my parents got home...so that meant within a span of....i dunno....4 hours..and like 3 guys. thinkin back now...kinda trife...but i was in a different space and time. i knew they would say how high when i said jump...and i was willing to find trampolines for these niggas...but about 24 hours later...my mind is back in control of my body...without giving in. a very close, special friend brought me back to reality...and has me thinkin...about the meaninglessness of casual sex. now...i COMPLETELY understand the need for phsyical stimulation...we're all human...basic necessity...but im now pondering about a hierarchy of stimulation types. because physical is very high...but wat about mental? emotional? where do they fall...and which is the most important? does it vary only by person...or by day to day. in general, listening to a Luther Vandross song makes you want to make love to your significant other, Jeezy makes you wanna trap....Kanye makes you wanna be stupid fly...i mean...if all these songs can sway your emotions so easily...how do they speak to you with such intensity that your mood changes? Listening to my ipod while writing this has me laughing. First Gucci Bandana by Soulja boy makes me wanna drive...and then Grippin on the bed gotta me lookin for my cellular device...but i digress...i think theoretically the hierarchy is wat you decide it is and it does change depending on your surroundings...because talking to my friend...i'm calm...because, pardon the expression...she stimulated me mentally. she fulfilled a need i had at a specific point in time. but then wat happens if we mix these stimulations together? Love. ie. if you find someone who continues to stimulate you mentally when you need it, superiorly, you become emotional...they can move from an associate to a friend...and if you are sexually attracted to them they can move to a new love interest. after the emotional aspect is covered...obviously physical thoughts arise...and if you choose to go this route and all these feelings all mix...the potential that your physical experience is the most mind blowing ever is great. experiencing pleasure at the hand of someone you are in love with has to be better than just a regular nut you needed cuz you had a hard week at work...
im rambling...partially due to lack of sleep, partially because i dont kno how to fully explain what is going on in my head, but mainly becuase there are to many thoughts swirling around my head currently.

moral is:
I'm horny, you're horny + "the parts fit" < Making Love.
Plies < Luther
Bobby V < Boys II Men
T-Pain < Jill Scott
Pretty Ricky < The Isley Brothers